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i'm who i am.

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I'm a guy who ONLY love life.
Oh yes, I love hangout with friends and drink myself silly too, :D

strike out.

I want king
I wanna be queen too

hate talking.

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Saturday, November 21, 2009

It was a bad Sunday morning to start a fight...In fact, in any case any fight at anytime is never a good one...It really felt like it was not settled since last night after my Dinner and Dance...Wanted to join my colleagues for some fun and drinks but it was INTERRUPTED by you know who... I admit its my fault, I did not make it clear that I wanted to go out after that...All I could hear was someone needing me...Yes, I was disappointed...I wanted to drink...I wanted to scream, laugh, talk crap with my friends...but in the end I ended up in another person's place just because I dont want any more fights...I am tired and fucking sick of it...All that crap just makes me want to puke...Flashbacks of friends telling me that having a relationship was not easy and fights are always happening...made me wanna laugh...Wooo but now...its true...its fucking true...I feel I lost my freedom even though I feel its me that allowed it to happen... When was the last time I had a good time drinking and not worry about anything?? Hmmmm, yea it was when she was overseas, I had my long awaited night of freedom, peace and FUN... Am I not matured enough? Am I that playful? I dont think so...seriously, I dont find myself drinking or partying till I dont go home or not meet her when I am suppose too... Yes, there are times when I was still having a hangover and I still met up with her but at least I know I have an appointment. God...like OH MY GOD... things or anything was so much simpler when I was single... I fucking wish I am like NOW!!! I love to drink and get high...Is that a very difficult thing to understand...after reading the post I put up 2 years ago I was like...hey this god damn problem is still here...WTF!!! Its drinking all along...not partying, not womanizing, not overspending...its drinking... Yes, at times I would like a nice quiet night at home, cuddling, kissing...doing what little couple will do...And at other times, I want to go out...have fun...drink till I puke my guts out...which by the way is not what always happen...But, you know what? I get affected by you...I get affected by the way you feel... I can just hear what you say in my head everything I go for drinks...think about it...is it worth to get worked up everytime I go enjoy myself?? Must you count the time I go and dont go to drink? WTF, what is your problem? I dont revolve around you...I really dont... I have a life...I have a thing called friends...Seriously, I would really miss you more if you dont care about me so much... Seriously, humans are that cheap and it works for both sexes... If you give me the freedom to go drink and have my fun...I would come back to you feeling that I love you more...Wah my girl is cool, she can really let me do what I want...That is really what I want...thats all I need...


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