omg its been such a very long time since i wrote anything on this pathetic blog of mine...lol hmmm what have i been up to? NS, GF, SCH and the cycle repeats itself...lol its 2007 already...omg thats very fast...this year is gonna be a good one i hope...finishing my ns this year gonna plan my trip to the States as well but all its in the last part of the year but i cant wait...now its just my school that i m worry about...constantly, telling myself that i must do well in my school but in the end i m just too lazy and i will defiantly do it in the last min when it comes to my exams...oh god...when will i stop doing this stupid, stressful and non fruitful thing...oh well, i guess a leopard never changes its spot...thats just me man... but how to succeed if you dont fucking work hard?...determination is what i lack and seriously need man...it all boils down to that...
2006...hmmm its been a great year really...known many new friends and did a lot of new things and most of all i knew my dear dear...wow its been exactly a year...we've been together for exactly for a full year...yesterday was our anniversary...wow... time flew by just like*blinks* that...but i would say we been through a lot...but this past year thought me a hell lot about being in a relationship...i should say it aint an easy job... lots of stuff to consider whenever you wanna do anything... sometimes, i really feel like just surrendering to the mighty power of love...lol and let things be....let natural take its course...its less energy wasting that way...i know i have more to learn and more will come...we will either go up a level or plunge right down...i dunno...but shes a wonderful partner...simply love her to bits but sometimes just feel like popping her head with my bare hands...lol tats love i guess...a total mix of all the feelings you can ever have or you never thought you had and feeling it all at once...lol oh gosh....but i love her and dear, i dont mind that you are fleshy...anyway, its just youre just built with bigger frame, not like our typical sinagporean girls who are relatively smaller size...of cos i want you to slim down if you can...its healthier and you can wear any clothes you wish....but i just like the way you are now...you are loveable in your own unique way...thats why i like you in the first place...thats why i still do now...you silly baby...so cute...*pinches her cheeks* muahhaha.... everytime, i think about us i would feel really sweet and warm...so nice to have you as my partner...i finally found a nice girl, who can relate to whatever i say and think... i really cant find another you...i really doubt it...all its 230am already...time to hit my sack...lol
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