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lay on me.
i'm who i am.

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I'm a guy who ONLY love life.
Oh yes, I love hangout with friends and drink myself silly too, :D

strike out.

I want king
I wanna be queen too

hate talking.

Cbox recomended, perhaps w counter.

usual exits.

my lover
my gay lover
my lesbian lover
my bi lover

my days and surely not yours.

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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Well, well been a while as usual... hows life? its good...i guess...still living on scraps before the month ends. hows work? you say hmmm..still have around 15 months before NS ends for me..so it aint that good... the only thing that still makes me excited now is the overseas trip that is like coming in a few days...(jumps up and down in excitment) but i wont be seeing my dear dear for a week... i m gonna miss her but it seems shes gonna miss me more than i do... frankly speacking, is it a good thing or bad? a few months back when she was off to Bangkok i missed her like hell...now that i m leaving i kinda think its gonna be the same way... but its not...weird...
i kinda of wonder is it because i dont like her as much anymore? or am i just contented with our relationship? does it means i have complete trust in her that she will be fine...she wont be out looking for scandals while i m gone...(which i trust she wont) okok...

Seriously, we have been together close to half a year...we use to spend every single moment together whenever we could meet...be it an hour or 10 minuties we always feel we cant bear to leave each other. Well mostly my fault too as i was the one who cant stop seeing her... one thing is for sure...at the end of the date or day, i felt really tired all the time. its like being constantly bitten by a vampire... but the moment we meet, all the tiredness just goes away...

Recently, i feel that our dates are getting pretty boring...we keep going to the same places and we use to have so much to talk about, now its like decreasing... i hate the weird silence... well when we keep quiet for too long i think its weird...i always feel there must be constant talking...i think its wrong but ...damn...i dont even know what i m talking about...ok bottom line we dont really talk as much we did...we do, but its usually small talk... is it bad? hmmmm...maybe i m making a mistake writing this down...i should be talking to the source...my gf about it... yea i will do that... ok case closed..........fuck you ...peace out


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