Well, well been a while as usual... hows life? its good...i guess...still living on scraps before the month ends. hows work? you say hmmm..still have around 15 months before NS ends for me..so it aint that good... the only thing that still makes me excited now is the overseas trip that is like coming in a few days...(jumps up and down in excitment) but i wont be seeing my dear dear for a week... i m gonna miss her but it seems shes gonna miss me more than i do... frankly speacking, is it a good thing or bad? a few months back when she was off to Bangkok i missed her like hell...now that i m leaving i kinda think its gonna be the same way... but its not...weird...
i kinda of wonder is it because i dont like her as much anymore? or am i just contented with our relationship? does it means i have complete trust in her that she will be fine...she wont be out looking for scandals while i m gone...(which i trust she wont) okok...
Seriously, we have been together close to half a year...we use to spend every single moment together whenever we could meet...be it an hour or 10 minuties we always feel we cant bear to leave each other. Well mostly my fault too as i was the one who cant stop seeing her... one thing is for sure...at the end of the date or day, i felt really tired all the time. its like being constantly bitten by a vampire... but the moment we meet, all the tiredness just goes away...
Recently, i feel that our dates are getting pretty boring...we keep going to the same places and we use to have so much to talk about, now its like decreasing... i hate the weird silence... well when we keep quiet for too long i think its weird...i always feel there must be constant talking...i think its wrong but ...damn...i dont even know what i m talking about...ok bottom line we dont really talk as much we did...we do, but its usually small talk... is it bad? hmmmm...maybe i m making a mistake writing this down...i should be talking to the source...my gf about it... yea i will do that... ok case closed..........fuck you ...peace out
♥ 4:33 PM
Well, i am back with a new entry...lol like very exciting like that. lol
Over the weekend, i withness the arrive of my new couch...yippee!! its very big and somehow i feel its too big for my tiny living room. But its ok i guess, kinda used to the size of that thing. Mom wanted to sell our rosewood set but couldnt find a suitable buyer, there are people actually offering 50 bucks for it. wow, these people really know how to slash prices sia... might as well give it to you better right?...!! What else did i do? oh i went to watch soccer with zhenhao, my bro and a couple of his friends on sat cos baby went for a wedding. after that, we went to sing KTV...damn i think i cant sing liao...really tempted to go for classes again...but its gonna cost a bomb... hai... i think i must learn how to sing again...i think i just need more practice...get my breathing right...lol
Now, for some random thoughts after i read Xiaxue's blog about the United States...To tell you the truth once i saw that i couldnt stop feeling OMG!!! i wanna to go oso!!! too bad i m stuck here for the time being... on the other hand, i m glad that she is enjoying herself... she was talking bout the cool tv programs they have whereby the americans have more freedom to do whatever they want and therefore being able to come out with shows like Maury(a show similar to Jerry Springer). She also talked about the nice places like Disneyland, Hollywood and stuff like that...lol i would really have to agree with her that its a wonderful country to visit... its like finally stepping foot on the places you've been seeing on TV. Plus, she has a friend to bring her around and enjoy the lifestyle of americans..eating food like Wendy's which by the way is one of the best fastfood i have ever tasted when i was there!! Denny's cool too but i only ate there a few times compared to Wendy's... I think its even better Carls Jr... Yummy.... see la hungry liao... actually, i think the most food in LA shouldnt be too bad... dont know if she would drop by San Fran or not... i heard a lot of good things and of course good food....lol
After writing so much...i kinda lazy to talk about their culture...the freedom they enjoy and also abuse..lol i think i will just be repeating myself...i talked about it before...lol so ok la..xiaxue you enjoy yourself and if one wants to go there for vacation...i support you 100 and 1 percent!!! Peace!!! MUAGHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♥ 9:21 AM
