Haha... been a long time since i wrote anything... lifes been great i guess... nothing too fancy has been going on lately... well...i just lead a boring life...happy? lol

Frankly, I think i have been spending too much time with my girlfriend...i love spending time with her... but i also miss my friends... nowadays, i dont get to participate in the activities they have, be it clubbing or just a normal hanging out...she doesnt seems to be happy if i go out with them, even though she says its alright that i go.. deep down i knows she is unhappy... haiz... i haven met zhenhao for months...sometimes, i really wonder how is he doing...
Am i giving her too much attention, so much that i cant meet my friends?
Is losing your freedom part of being in a relationship?
Should i manage my time better?
i m really lost...
Is my life now really revolving around her only now?
Do i really need to meet her so much?
Or is she just too dependant on me?
there are tons of questions bugging me and it seems theres no solution to them... i know that she needs to learn to let go of certain things...
Am I giving in to her too much?
Am I too willing to do things her way instead of mine?
But she use to be so sad when i m out with my friends drinking that she will tell me how much she misses me and stuff...to me its really alright...cos i miss her alot too when shes out with her friends...
Should i let her know everytime i feel she is too dependant?
Will we fight?
Will she think that i dont take her seriously?
The more i think the more i questions i get...how?

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