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lay on me.
i'm who i am.

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I'm a guy who ONLY love life.
Oh yes, I love hangout with friends and drink myself silly too, :D

strike out.

I want king
I wanna be queen too

hate talking.

Cbox recomended, perhaps w counter.

usual exits.

my lover
my gay lover
my lesbian lover
my bi lover

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

lol it seems i only updated this piece of shit once a month...like the PMS cycle of our female counter-parts...

Thinking back, its not that i dont have anything to write...its just that i use to write everything on this blog but i think i cant now...cos theres too much to write...and so lil time... lol maybe i should build up the habit of writing my shit down on a daily basis again...
hmmm...what have i been up to this month? well, i went to a nice play (Krisnan's Dairy) with dear dear, it was really nice, funny and refreshing.. most importantly, is that she likes it.
Dear dear and i also had our first clubbing session with Andy, Leoel and her friend Cindy..lol... Although, we had fun but somehow i feel that i cant drink that much anymore... i think, i am really getting old now...lol and now really, i cant play for two nights in a row, its costing me too much money and energu man...will feel like hell the next day....
Whatelse ah? oh, i signed up for the UOL degree program in SIM but now when its time for me to pay the first Semester of tution fee i am thinking of backing out...lol cockster right... to tell you the truth i am really sick of studying but no choice i got to do it anyway...gonna find another Uni cos its where they have more projects and assignments or i will die in the process of studying wor...
Wah...but really sia, i must control my spending...PP all gone now only got a wee bit of cash now...like poorer than ever...shit man... seriously, must cut down on the expensive lunchies i been having...sucks big time... now i want to go catch X-men 3 also very hard loh fuck loh... a man without some money is good as fucked...no money no honey...hai.... tell me what to do so i can save some cash... or not to spend so much... few hundered dollars per month only wor...now i say i wont spend so much but when the pay day really comes i sure spend one...sucky sucky wor... got gf somemore...go out with her, go on dutch oso not enough..sia then go for the occasional drinking session...fuck think i must really only drink in coffeeshops or buy from NTUC and use my NTUC card for points...kns... now want to smoke oso must think twice... only when people offer than can smoke...pathetic sia...leading a dogs life...fuck...

just one more week, my office will be moving to old PA...sucky sia... going home from there is really a waste of energy... hai...sian tiu.... haven pack yet...omg... think after this i will go pack...sian...must throw away as many things as possible...ok lah got to go...BB


♥ 10:54 AM


Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Haha... been a long time since i wrote anything... lifes been great i guess... nothing too fancy has been going on lately... well...i just lead a boring life...happy? lol

Frankly, I think i have been spending too much time with my girlfriend...i love spending time with her... but i also miss my friends... nowadays, i dont get to participate in the activities they have, be it clubbing or just a normal hanging out...she doesnt seems to be happy if i go out with them, even though she says its alright that i go.. deep down i knows she is unhappy... haiz... i haven met zhenhao for months...sometimes, i really wonder how is he doing...
Am i giving her too much attention, so much that i cant meet my friends?
Is losing your freedom part of being in a relationship?
Should i manage my time better?
i m really lost...
Is my life now really revolving around her only now?
Do i really need to meet her so much?
Or is she just too dependant on me?
there are tons of questions bugging me and it seems theres no solution to them... i know that she needs to learn to let go of certain things...
Am I giving in to her too much?
Am I too willing to do things her way instead of mine?
But she use to be so sad when i m out with my friends drinking that she will tell me how much she misses me and stuff...to me its really alright...cos i miss her alot too when shes out with her friends...
Should i let her know everytime i feel she is too dependant?
Will we fight?
Will she think that i dont take her seriously?
The more i think the more i questions i get...how?


♥ 9:36 AM