First off, I gotta say sorry la sista Elaine, if youre reading this... everytime, we plan to meet up for clubbing or anything...in the end we never meet up... i dunno why this keep happening...hope we could meet up sure cos so long havent seen you liao...miss you wor...lol

Ok anyhow, Xmas was ok I guess...On the eve, i caught King Kong during the day and then i had a nice quiet night at home...Kan na sai right? Xmas eve at home wor... *shakes head* long story... anyway, i didnt do much just hung in front of my computer till 4 plus the next morning... Xmas day was slightly better, went out with Ivan and gang... meet them round 9plus hung around orchard till 1130pm...seriously, i didnt know that ivan was cool bout clubbing that night, he was so anti clubbing the other day... I seriously thought we wont going clubbing, but in the end we went to O bar...fuck right? but still the night was fun...

Oh no, gonna be booking-in in bout an hour plus... there goes the long weekends... boo hoo... but next week is also another holiday...yesh ah!!! but shit got to spend money again... haha... Most proberly another clubbing session... I m really wondering what can we do besides clubbing... dont get me wrong, i love clubbing cos can drink... but what other fun thing is there to do besides clubbing...going for countdowns or whatever during the holiday seasons? think....lol aiyo...nothing come out... this is just how we young adults spend our holidays i guess...the hardworking ones will be working part-time cos got double pay...the attached ones will have no choice but to spend time with their lovers... the clubbing ones will of course go clubbing... the single ones...hmmm will proberly do whatever they want...haha be single still better...the ones who plan should be somewhere enjoying a short holiday... the rich ones? haha i dunno...shopping in Japan or Milan maybe? actually, come to think of it...when i was younger, my holidays were spent with my folks...going out during the day till evening, joining the crowds in town... getting pushed around, admiring the light displays and finally heading home for the night... it was simple but i enjoyed it... no complains...lol from my view, the older we grow we dont get contended so easily... but whatever we do as long as we enjoy then its fine, espsecially during the holidays right? lol

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Haha finally, changed my skin... but the programming language really gives me a headache, never liked programming. Why? haha good question, dunno leh... but I know I have a hard time passing it during my poly days... its logic I know but maybe I cant think logically thats why fail and fail...haha ok enough bout my bad poly programming days... Hehe actually theres more to do for my new skin la but I guess I ll take my time la... hmmm suddenly, I dont know what to write wor...maybe I come back later to finish it...lol Ok after a few hours of thinking, i know what to write liao...

A friend of mine once told me, if you want to know how a person's character is, if he or she is a stingy, steady or showoff. It is to go clubbing with them... well, its kinda true thru my experince... I dont know bout you, but with all those alcohol, loud music and chicks somehow it brings out a different me... not that I will go get any one night stands la (thou it will be cool to have a few) but no la i not that skillful...anyway, i think it most people will be the same like me ba... but i really cant stand those pussy-driven friends...they dont take care of their fellow clubbing friends once they see girls... i understand la, guys get horny easily but cmon la you came with your own friends you know! your friend drunk or very high need you to help him a round the club..then you busy flirting with girls...sigh...then those kind who dont know how to zhou ren type, a bit too calcuative and dont know how to return the favour one... like i had this friend, we went to a pub and a few of us decides to open a bottle of liqour la bout 150 bucks...then this fucker whips out only 20 dollars and says hes just wants to drink 20 dollars worth of the drink...diao want measuring cylinder not? omg no money then dont agree to share and open a bottle la... all of us feel like telling him off but not to damper the night we all keep quiet and continue to drink...sigh i think i love the showoffs type one the best...why? cos usually they like to showoff in front of girls ma, got free show to laugh at why not? then maybe can get some free drinks from them... then, there are those kinda who loves to get into fights one...omg thats scary man...yet to come across this kind...hope i never!!! actually, i think this kind quite difficult to spot leh... cos you never know how alcohol affects someone... lol but i think the safest is not go clubbing with ah bengs, full time ones...lol and those with bad tempered bastards...lol

And there are those people who are steady one, those very on kind of people... they will drink with you, they are not stingy bout who pays more... if you want to know girls, we will both do it together...and if youre drunk or high you need not worry cos they will give a helping hand... that is what i call fun... I personally have a long time friend, he is in this category... usually, I go clubbing with him la, bout 80 percent of the time you know... but maybe hes a good friend and we kinda hang out most of the time...so yea...lol m i making sense?...lol anyhoe, there are all sorts of people in this freaking world la... so the main thing is to take care of ourselves when we are clubbing or doing anything...lol if you cant drink anymore...say you cant drink... unless you really want to get drunk last night la...lol ok gtg... have fun clubbing this holiday season...early Merry Xmas!!!

♥ 3:01 AM

Yes yes... I m sick again! bad cough and blocked nose...it seems the ever-changing weather has taken a toll on me...everyones falling sick in my squad it seems. See! we are so close that we even share our illness together! Haha... Oh man... I think I better stay home today and rest, besides I m broke. Yea, Gavin always broke one, dont know where the money went oso... Should start saving some money, for future wife. HAha!!! with the miserble pay I get? I think I need at least 20 years. Ok...maybe not for a lifetime partner but there are a couple of things I've been thinking of buying - MP3player, new clothes and new shoes...Yes thats bout it, I guess?! Arhhh how I wish I can go shopping for whatever I want!! But what I really need is time to do it, not much of it when you only see the world for two days a week. People are just counting the days before we all pass out, I m just not thinking bout it so it will pass faster...lol well thats how I work...

Well, not much happened this week besides the IPPT test I had, sad la that one, only manage to get a pass not silver. If only I could jump further, but that fucking Fitness Instructor(FI) oso idiot one la, second time I jump at least 230cm then ask me to jump again!!! I landed properly what!! Chee Bye!!! so I lan lan jump la, then 205cm...then I m like omg!!! then wah he took my worse score!!! chee bye he know how to do IPPT not? haiz... no choice, so I fell under the police law(Lan Lan Act) again. Rest of the stations get 5 points but oso no use...sad!

To tell you the truth I never had a good night sleep in PA before! Yes! Never!! I always wake up in the middle of the night. Either with bladder full of pee or half of my body was numb. But the other night, I think I fell the bed shaking and I woke up. Its like really shaking, it was mild but the fact that it woke me up was kinda irritating!!! Then I was trying to fall back to sleep, then I thought maybe its my buddy below moving so didnt really care. The next day, recalling the incident, I thought the bed didnt shake side to side, it shook kinda like from forward to backward. Its kinda freaky... and while Gavyn and I were going home, I spoke to him bout it and he said he had experince before but he think is just his buddy below tossing about. I really dont like waking up everynight like that, I feel so tired the next day... but if the shaking is not something supernatural, I hope it stays away from me... and let me sleep omg!!! I respect these things so HELP ME God!!! or maybe its just my imagination...but I dont wanna find out!! lol ok thats bout it for me need to go get some food...lol Later!

♥ 3:44 AM