Wow..been a while since my last entry... Like anyone cares?!! haha...I know people read my boring blog, although I do try hard not to write boring stuff. haha! Hey people! if you think reading all this is really a waste of time to you, please let me know? Cos I dont know unless I ask right? Ok enough with the nonsense! Class! Please flip to page 27 and we will begin!(slaps) I say enough you idiot! Ok sorry!(Lame)
What should I talk about? I really dont know. Hmmm... I got my marksman in shooting? I think la. From what I calculate with all the aspects combined. And next wee, which is tomorrow(OMG) I m having my drill test scary!! I hope badly I can pass and not make a fool out of myself!!! AH!!! I think its the bad experince I had during NPCC, that drill test was a nightmare. I remembered shouting my lungs out and my squad cant hear me. Proberly because the god damn band was practicing so loud that day. Sigh!!! I dont know... God give me some confidence please!! I need it so badly!!
Ok enough bout my freaking NS life... You know sometimes when you see some of your playboyish friends who are attached and they still go find other girls? I think thats really disgusting, but what can you say when he tells you his exciting love life? Fuck you it doesnt concern me? Maybe some people would, but usually people just sit there and listen like who doesnt like hot gossips? Its not just a girls think ya know? Yea so, I would think this wont happen to me I wont cheat on my girlfriend if I have one...the thing is when you ask them why they cheat on their girlfriends, they give you this answer,"when the feeling comes, it comes you cant fight it mah. Aiya! you not me you wont understand one la" Then you will be like "yea right?!"
Actually, seeing cases of unfaithfulness be if it happens to a girl or guy. I came to the conclusion that I wouldnt be that faithful too, at some point of a relationship. I will still have the urge to look at other girls, go out with them, flirt with them. Why? Cos all of us human beings, somehow we wont get contented with whatever we have in life. When you see someone better then your current girl/guy and during that point of time things arent going really well and this particular person pops out, and gives you the love feeling again. Wont you sit and think whether to continue or leave? Or when your partner isnt that caring or senstive anymore? They take you for granted and stuff like that. More examples? lol possesive till you cant breath and you find out you have no more friends at all, this usually happens to girls la. Maybe got guys like that oso I dont know... Or they change into this jerk which you do not know anymore and treats you like dirt? But the funny thing is when girls get treat like that, they still want to continue the relationship. No idea why!! Anyway, to end this never ending topic... nobody say it was easy to find the perfect lover, cos people change, things change nothing lasts forever and its a fact. So people try your best to cherish what you have no matter how hard it is. And if you know you aint getting love from the slut or jerk. Leave!!! Like the chinese say : Chang tong bu ru duan tong!!! Be heartless a bit la...!
♥ 8:33 PM
Haha... I feel so bad cheating my brother for the computer. But how can you blame me? he was hugging on to it since 2pm. About time for me to use loh. Kaoz... anyway, I wasn't able to use the computer cos it kinda broke down last night when I came back. FUCKING HELL!!! No internet!! I should have gone out but I didnt cos I was feeling kinda sick, restless, dont know what is wrong? Thinking of going to the doctor...maybe tomorrow...lol... Its a Saturaday, I should be going out later. Where to? I have no idea...lol maybe a movie, kinda hoping that my squad are meeting for the England match later tonight. Oh well, these things arent really in my control right? Actually, I'm still feeling kinda fucked. Who knows? I might stay home!!! (You think I lost my mind ah!!!) Of course I will go out! Its the weekends wor!! Furthermore my mom might start to talk to me about things I dont really know or even care about(Sorry! mom but its the truth).
Caught Jay Leno just now, it was so funny! He never fails to make me laugh, that bugger!! haha... How cool it would be if Conan was broadcast here too!! Dont know if i want to say this a not, I think I might be repeating the fact that we(Singaporeans) arent creative enough, like we were ever creative. Ok the thing bout the show wasnt bout the jokes he made or the big stars he gets on his show. It was really bout the things they said, it was the fact they make it so unrehearsed, so natural and for that I enjoy watching it. No matter who the guest is(unless the person is really ugly or boring), the conversation they have is always interesting. They talk bout everything under the sun. Not like the boring show Gurmit Singh had - Tonight with Gurmit, which was a poor copy of The David Letterman Show. I should say it was really night to watch at first but later I found it really bad and lame(sighs while shaking my head).
I really think the Americans really put their heart and souls in the shows they produce. If you guys ever watch Jay Leno, you can really tell a lot of thought has been put into the sketches they put up and the jokes they make. Not all are good, I admit you have to kinda understand the culture to understand some of them but most of the good ones are really funny. Take the one I saw this afternoon, it was this automated photo taking booth which had a lady telling the people who goes in to do really random stuff. It ranged from taking in off their jackets, not to kiss while their photo was taken to ordering them to sit down even though they have. I swear the average american was really Dxxb or maybe just naive. I dont know!@ Anyway, I like the show and really hope the singapore media could do something bout the boring soap opera and variety shows we have. I think the ones we have now are from the Jack Neo family one and the Econ minimart one...Ewww!!! We are so way way back!!(yea 2 ways back) Ok la I understand bout the government restrictions oso la but please loh people, see those kind of show till sian loh. We dare say we are highly educated and we still come out with such sub standard shows.
Ok enough of complaining again(the typical singaporean way). We have the famous two Cs - complain and compare. Kinda tired already you!? ok laters!!!
♥ 6:20 PM
Not much happened this week besides the constant holidays and booking outs lol. And the drinking lol, not much la only twice in a week. How can my pathetic NS pay support this kind of entertainment. So I guess next time its the coffeeshop...SIao!! Anyway its nice to club once in a while and drink yourself silly... its a stressful world we are living in. Well, its a Saturday, no plans as usual. Might hang with haos. No idea what he wants to do. Lets hope its something cheap. If nothing goes, I ll just stay home and be a couch potato...lol Ok its time to eat hungry liao!!
♥ 3:16 PM
