Gonna leave soon very soon... 16 hours of flight... sit plane till my ass on fire...lol hmmm think i will buy a book for the flight... hmmm just now went to meet Amy and Sandra at Bugis...lol last day still can see her not bad la... then she said she thought of sending me off but i m going with my mom so she didnt want... seriously, i dont think i want her to go... its too far away and i know i will miss her even more if she comes... thou its sweet for her to say that to me... its actually enough to me... dont expect much from her... just want her to be happy... i sad never mind... i pain oso never mind... most to most i hide one corner and bear with them... really hope this trip can make me forget her... or just to let things die down for a while lol.... hmmmm now that i realise actually ppl do care bout me... friends who knows i m going actually wished me a good trip and they will miss me lol...yes touched i m ... may the force be with you all... haha... man... i m so tired... i think i will go to sleep... or just lie down...cos i cant really sleep.... sian... life sucks really bad sometimes... hope i get a nightmare... since its already so sucky.... best is i can die in my sleep...even better... no need to face all this shit... or i suddenly disppear.... sian la fuck it la...