Woo woke up 15 mins to 12pm lol bot do i know how to sleep late... should cherish it though cos going to PA soon... ahhh...scary...
ok saw VH1 Big Awards 2004 lol i think..ok but its VH1...and something struck me... Americans love their free world... they are really free people!! no kidding... over there you can do anything you want...dress like a rock star and go to the supermarket, nobody cares... do whatever to your car- change the colour, modified the engine, do the rimms...and so on... police cant do a shit bout it...but not in Singapore...no way... to me we are not as liberal as the Americans..i m using them cos they are the culture that i m familar with...
Singaporeans arent as free as we think we are.. we are still narrow-minded...cant really accept things that are new, creative or slightly weird... like we will start talking bout the government and the shit they do... but never voice them out to our government...actually i can understand... the government itself didnt encourage us to speak up..cos if we did they will make our lifes unbearable...but now when they have spoon fed us for so long, told us what to for so long, they want up to be creative all over... well its good that they realised that we are frogs in a well...looking into that small opening...which we call it our sky...
Yes we are a small dot in the world map... but we are a modern city...developed, the people educated and cultured... but theres one thing we must remember...dont be afraid to be different, cos we are so not the same... everyone has their own thinkings and views bout everything... we should always learn but the good qualities of other races, nationalties and cultures... thats the way we improve ourselves... thats the way we can make our small dot stand out in the world map... let the world know that Singapore exists... i know its hard, from the fact that we are so controlled by the government, that we just do whatever is said lol and not think...
I know of some Singaporeans whom seen the world and learnt bout other cultures and traditions ...they have their own views bout life... how it should be lived... retiring during their 40s lol outrages?!! no it can be done... its all bout life management and saving money... theres always a time to play and one to work hard... the lifestyle is also important...here we lead a very hectic lifestyle...its fast and no one waits for you...its like the Amazing Race everyday... its just waking up for work, lunch, get home and wait for the next day to repeat itself... everyones walking quickly, chasing the buck and now youngsters dont even want to get married or give birth...cos its so competitive and expensive just to raise a child...
Competitve because we have to hope they get into a good school do well plus the extra skills which we want them to have...music, arts, IT and many more...
Expensive because all these cost money lol... ok even if you want to just let them go to school and have no extra skills... it still cost a lot just to feed them... afraid that they go astray, get hurt, dont do well in school, do too well in school(always studying and not letting themselves enjoy) and many more...we were all kids once and all of us must want the best for our kids...be it we have one or not...right?
So...due to all the above reasons, i hope to have my family away from all these, i want to live in Australia, USA or some laid back city, i want to raise my kids in a free and stress free enviroment... let them have the childhood they deserve and not face the stress too soon which most Singaporean kids do... maybe they might be more navie or immature bout life...thinking everything is easy and taking things easily... i wont let that happen, cos i m still a kaisu Singaporean, i would want them to stand out in school and stuff...but at least they only get it at home not in the world they live in...i really hope they can be more dynamic in their mindsets, ready to accept the new stuff the new worlds gonna offer... which i think the present Singaporean lacks... ok i ll leave this topic...and get on with my boring day...which by the way its only 4pm now..ahhhhhhh...lol BYE!!
