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lay on me.
i'm who i am.

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I'm a guy who ONLY love life.
Oh yes, I love hangout with friends and drink myself silly too, :D

strike out.

I want king
I wanna be queen too

hate talking.

Cbox recomended, perhaps w counter.

usual exits.

my lover
my gay lover
my lesbian lover
my bi lover

my days and surely not yours.

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Friday, May 13, 2005

Yea i got back to work yesterday after a day of self-declaired off haha...worked a full day... so tired right now... 12 hours man... how can i not be? Oh well at least i got to watch One Tree Hill last night... oh man... one love story after the other... its a really cool show... frankly i m hooked...lol theres this line this guy told another guy... "Guys like me dont get girls like her and guys like you dont care..." sad sad line...its really sad...it seems like a line for me... lol

Talked to Amy last night, hmm she seemed troubled but she wont give me the details... i wish i knew... i think its bout money or some other shit... it really sucks to know shes unhappy... i could already tell with the Hello she gave me... it wasnt the usual chirpy Hello which she use to give me... i know i m just her FRIEND and she dont have to tell me everything thats happening in her life... but deep down i would want to know... i wish to help her... if its bout money i can give her all my pay, if that can solve her problem...she dont have to return me the money...really... if that amount of money can make happy i m so willing to do so... i dont really need the money anyway... but ahhh... i know she wont accept my offer and i m just her FRIEND... seriously i wont want her to work part time at some pubs... cos its tiring and its a really messy place to work in...you have to drink with the customers, breathe in all the smoke... AHHH... but what the hell can i say? i cant discourage her... i cant... i m no one... Oh well but Elaines gonna be working with her so i m quite sure she will take good care of her... geezz i really care bout her...but does she know? haha i dont think she cares how i feel... i may always be acting crazy and cracking lame lame jokes but i really care...its just the way i m... i cant act mature or like i m older... its just not me... lol she wont like guys younger than her...hahahahahaha... yes i m younger!! so what? whats the problem? is it really bout age? isnt how i feel bout her that matters? yes! i might not understand her OLDER PROBLEMS, but i m so willing to LISTEN...

i m trying so hard not to think bout her cos it hurts... lol... trying so hard to find her weaknesses to cover her good points...so maybe i might dislike her and not feel that much for her... lol...too bad its still not happening... these are the reasons why i hate to like any girl... it hurts on any level... and i m always on the same level... the FRIENDS level... nothing further... sometimes i dont have a conscience, none at all... so i can be a bastard...cos the bastard always get the girls they want... and they always dont seem to care if the relationship doesnt work out... gonna end with that sad sad line "Guys like me dont get girls like her and guys like you dont care..."


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