here i m again... nearly 4am lol i got to stop this maddness and get sleep...but how? Championship manager is so fun... lol went to work today... and i had the busiest time ever in that stupid place...its was fun being busy..i like it like that...time pass faster...but that freaking cock colleague of mine was really getting on my nerves...feel like slapping her all the way back to Malaysia and make sure she stayed there and never come back... shes slow, dumb, and she cant carry two plates of food at one time...and shes been working like for a month plus... still she knows shit bout waitering... if i m not there, the counters gonna be covered in orders... she dont know how to staple the order sheet together, get the sauces for each dish in advance, get the bowls to table which ordered soup, get the necessary settings for the table, super slow in canceling the order on the sheet...fuck how difficult can it be to cancel something? why does she have to look and look just to confirm? fuck...she has no freaking eyes to see what she is suppose to do... her primary objectives are freaking mixed up...man working with her is a torture... if i havent the F&B background i would screwed up with her...man shes dumb...shes like the dreamer in the restaurant...and she wants to be the runner... take a good look at yourself lah bitch... body speed slower than a feather falling from a 1000 feet... brain speed of a 16bit processor... even a freaking dumbass with only a hand and a leg can work faster and smarter than you...for your info, this is frustration bottled up for weeks...now i cant take it i have to explode...man!!! she really cant do shit... cant carry chairs in for closing... my god!! she dont even know what to do for closing...still ask me sia... hey dumbfuck... open your freaking eyes and lose your coloured glasses...it looks like crap on you...plus the fact that you are already a piece of shit... seriously if my other colleague and i dont speed up our closing and clearing...i might be struck there till 1130pm...fuck who knows... shes the worst worker i ever seen...freaking dumb like anything... only offering help when everthing on closing is done... what the fuck is she doing that? what is she doing? i dun understand... i mopped the floor 2 times and she went to do it again...why? i dunno maybe cause we finish everything and gonna prepare to go...and she wants to act like shes working... who cares man!! dumbass fuck... we all know you suck at your work... sigh..........shaking me head.................. people no freaking word in the whole wide fucking world can describe that that that stupid, dumb, freaking talk louder so people can hear you, super super to the power of infinity slow, not having the slighest idea of whats going on, opening your fucking ears and listen to the fucking shit that people tell you, always fucking talking back at people whos fucking teaching you the fucking right way to fucking do things, always fucking asking fucking stupid questions bout fucking dumb stuff like what did he say? or ahhh fuck i dont even know what the fuck is your fucking question...i just fucking ignore you, always eating like you are some fucking kind of big fuck from some fucking wealthy family where all your fucking family members who eat like the fucking way you fucking eat, you fucking bitch you!!!
omg...i spent so much time scolding her lol hey i m feeling better now..beats getting my hands on her...hands might rott after that...lol this is pretty much the high light of my day...thank god i dont have to work tomorrow... i can go enjoy myself... but i have to go and get my shoes left it there...got too angry and had to leave asap, forgot all bout it... i dont usually get angry at my work place but oh never mind i can go on and on bout that....ahhh dont bother... i will go out and have fun with friends, maybe gonna go partying lol hope i m meeting some new chicks or it will be so boring...wish i could screw them lol muahahaha...nights blog...
♥ 3:47 AM
Well its nearly 2am... gonna sleep once i finish this...lol went out with my Mom today...hmmm what did we do? We went to catch a movie...been age seen i watch a movie with my Mom...!!! lol they we walked around cos i didnt know what to eat...then we ended up in Pasta Cafe...it was good..food was good...atmosphere and all was kinda cosy... yea we talked through out the day...did some shopping with her...but she did the buying... lol its kinda funny...i havent had so much fun going out with her... we use to fight all the time... but in the recent years...i 've came to realize that Moms or parents dont mean harm to their kids..they nag and scold or even hit just for a very simple reason...they love their kids...they want everything good to happen to them... sometimes i wish i knew this sooner...like during my rebel period lol... i dunno now that i m kinda grown up and kinda working... its so much easier just to speak to them... i see where they are coming from..the reason behind their rage, care or just a simple thing like what did you have for dinner?... i know most of our answers are food lah what else?!! geez... or something like that... but have you ever wondered how they felt about the feedback? would you like it? no i dont think you would... if they didnt care bout us, they would even bothered to ask... and we take it for granted...i know its hard sometimes but i think i will try all my best to remind myself that, they are just concern bout me and i would do just the same if i were them... talking bout how you feel and whats going on in your life is really important...esp to your parents... they will understand, we just didnt give them the chance... life is short and full of surprises...you never know when the nagging will just stop and disappear... we do only have ONE Mom n Dad...Right?
♥ 1:51 AM
Something major happened today... my NS letter came and i m going to serve it in The Police Force lol...isnt that great? no Tekong... No ferry waits...not exactly in the army... but serving National Service... you know? ok you dont...Never mind... im like the luckiest person...you know how many get the PA enlistment? very little i should say... it really just made my day... now everything has fallen into place...passed my exams, graduated, gonna go to New York in mid June and i m coming back in July...later it will be two months before i go in on the 15th of September... WOW!!! sigh working on Friday... gonna go spend time with Mummy tomorrow... plan to go hang out and watch a movie... yea its been a while since i spent time with her... she is afterall me Mother... hope we will fun...lol no fights, no bad things happening... hmmm wat to wear? lol i m so bored i got to get out and have some crazy night with friends... Meeting friends on Sat... going for dinner then maybe clubbing...hmmm dont know got chicks not or else sian all guys...there enuff guys going clubbing on Sat already...need chicks in me group...hmmm can try asking Sabrina...lol long time no see her... oh yea hope i m feeling well by then... ok need to ZZZ... so later...?!
♥ 1:27 AM
hello hello... woke up super early this morning...0830am... slept at 2 plus last night... man and i have no school nor work... arent i crazy? lol been staying home for ages , so freaking bored...gonna go out with Mummy later for dinner, hopefully at town... maybe can do some window shopping... or look at more things... i better recover soon...yes i m still sick but better than yesterday... its weird, whenever i m sick i feel like going out, partying this and that...but when i m feeling good i rather work or stay home... stupid aint it...told u all i m complicated liao...lol seriously didnt do much today...besides going to the doc and nappings...ok its an ok boring day..so ciao blog... maybe ask Shihan to go out on wed or thurs cos friday then work... lol see can ask her to bring some gal pals along not lol... but she a bit attitude when we go out leh... no choice she got the girls...and i got the the.....the...... nothing... sigh... think so much later she dun wan to come out oso sian liao...ok la by bye!!!
♥ 6:26 PM
Ok its a week yall!! and the last of the month of April... how time flies... how it never wait for no man or tide... how true , how very true... i m still sick maybe worse...fevers coming up...running nose and shit... sigh... thats what you get when youre too playful to rest... just finished watching Everwood season 3 episode 15...lol its such a great drama...havent really watched those in between but i read it up on the WB website so yea... i dont understand why aint it popular here in Singapore...the cast is wonderful... Emily Vancamp is such a goddess... Gregory Smith so very charming and they make such a cool couple... the storylines pretty good too...not like The OC although i like it too...but if i had to choose...it will be Everwood... frankly, its really a nice suprise at the end of the day to see that it completed its downloading from Kazza lol... haha gonna do more later... i m hooked...
Spent last night looking at chicks from Friendster.com with Andy...its fun... actually we were looking for a friend and ended up doing that lol...what can i say? we are GUYS...lol there were really a couple of stuff i didnt agree with him... he said this girl Yutings eyes look like Lindas?!! i m like No way!!! Linda has the most amazing eyes i ever seen... and he said this tall chick(which i found out today is called Ivy) from Black is Jessica from Lanies friends list... *shakes head*... He really has a problem of processing and matching... dunno where the fuck he got the concept from... I m so gonna tell him when i see him again... or when i get the chance... we oso had a look at my exs pics and he was like so ugly..and i m like hey...thats why they r my exs... but really i m really picky when it comes to girls... to me they must be perfect... but the sad thing as you all know i suck at getting the perfect girl... usually i just admire her from a far corner... i m a sad story...lol no matter...i still have hope...lol oh well i gtg rest... dun feel like going to work tomorrow...lol lazy and sick... hope i get well soon and go clubbing on wed...ladies nite..but Andy cant go cos of army... a bit dun feel like going... wait see got ppl got jio or not lol... or maybe dont club...live health lifestyle... bye later!!
♥ 11:00 PM
heylo... arhh feeling awful, still having bad cough... coughing till my chest hurts... going to work in a few hours time, dont know what interesting things gonna happen today... i dont think anything will happen lah..what can happen in a freaking restaurant? hmmm Mummmy said we might be going to New York City in June!! OMG!!! Its me, my mom and my bro... i wish my dad can tag along as well, we are a family after all right? maybe i might bring this up some time soon... it might as well be the last trip as a family before i go to the army... i dunno, i think its a bad idea that the family is split into two, not that my folks are divorced or what... but it really does have an impact on the views of individual family members... So ppl never let your future or current family split into two... its always the kids facing the crap...and hey the kids are innocent ok? One things for sure, all parents love their child...very very very much... you can have a lot of bfs, gfs, husbands or wifes but you only have ONE MOM n DAD... but too bad many of us - Generation Y kids take our folks for granted one way or another, me included...
Me mom, talked to me bout my singing again, yes i did spent a few years learning it, but i still dont think i mastered the skill. there are still some or many aspects of it i cant figure out.. confidence, showmanship, the feel of the song... i m so afraid of making a fool of myself during auditions... but everytime i look at people performing on stage i want to be like them... been on stage a few times, so i kinda feel the power of singing in front of people... yes i know all the above is crap... i just need to take the first step and everything will fall into place... determination is all that i need... sigh... i m always lost when it comes to the things i have the passion for... i dont grab my chances...i always let them slip away... its bad very very bad... i always do things that i should not do... very impulsive i m... GOD!!! i Must always remind myself that i must think twice bout anything thing i do... I MUST THINK TWICE BOUT ANYTHING I DO!!!
OK on a happy note i wish i have a great day ahead lol... bye...later
♥ 11:36 AM
OMG!!! I passed my exams...YES!! I m So happy right now... why? cos i dont need to go back to school anymore... and i can go to the army and after two years of hell...i can leave for the US...hahaha!!! but i ve fallen ill..bad cough, iching throat...yucks hate it...
Yes its been a long time since i blogged...ah...hahaha, yea been busy working my ass off... yea i did have some fun along the way , clubbing, getting drunk... well not really drunk, i havent been drunk for sometime now... hmmm.... made some new friends this past month or so... one of them i kinda have the likes for... oh but shes kinda not availiable right now, so i ll wait and see...lol
Arhhh...my dad has been giving me a hard time bout going to Seattle...man...hes so irritating and for the love of god i ll be there in the near future now that i passed my exams and have more free time on my hands i can make full use of this last trip before my NS... call and call you think what? thats an example of pure nusiance. this time i think its wise to listen to mom...
hmmm what else? oh yea Ivan - my good friend went to Taiwan on Saturday, for military training... oh good thing we met that afternoon, bought him Da Vinci Code...hopes he likes it... hes gonna be back in a months time... all da best punk!!! ehhh i think i will stop here...until then buye!!!
♥ 7:55 PM
