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lay on me.
i'm who i am.

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I'm a guy who ONLY love life.
Oh yes, I love hangout with friends and drink myself silly too, :D

strike out.

I want king
I wanna be queen too

hate talking.

Cbox recomended, perhaps w counter.

usual exits.

my lover
my gay lover
my lesbian lover
my bi lover

my days and surely not yours.

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thank you and piss off.

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Wednesday, March 02, 2005

hey i use to find blogging a waste of time...lol but now i really need a slap on da face!! i think everyone gotta try everything at least once, just to see if you like it or not!! No drugs thou...hmmm i do wanna try some weed one off these days lolz...
i went on friendster a few days ago, havent been on that damn site for a long time lol...oh boy and i went on to search for some old friends...guess what? i found most of them... one of them was Anna Koh lol she was my girlfriend my first actually...seriously i did not know why i wanted to search for her lol...but i did! anyway i havent seen her for like 3 years, i think shes doing fine she seems happy with her current boyfriend...well i do feel happy for her... i dont know... to see her again brought back a lot of memories- good , bad and crazy ones... you know what they say you will never forget your first love, first kiss and your first break-up lol...
shes the first gal that ever made me feel loved... she will say she misses me and i will say it back... whenever we hold hands i will always stroke her hand with my thumb... after a few times she did the same... my first kiss with her was simply wonderful, i dont know how she felt but i think she liked it lol... we had a fight during our month long relationship, i made her cry...i was crap lol then i cried a little too... i think her friend was beside her and he told me to put down the phone and let her settle down... the reason why we broke up? i know the only reason was me... it was nice to feel loved and to love someone back...trust me it was really nice... if i have the chance to go back in time, i will try my best to make her feel happy being with me, even if we were gonna only last for a month... i think back then i wasnt matured enough to handle a relationship, i was still learning...frankly, dating is really a draining activity...it wasnt as romantic as i thought, if you wanna be romantic its gonna be more tiring...you know not many guys are willing to do romantic acts like a lil surprise, flowers and stuff like that... you know? not many guys will open the door or maybe pull out the seat for their girlfriend... girls actually like all these little details to be taken care of...weird i know lol...ok so i kinda neglected her alot i guess i hurt her really bad and she could not take it..yea...i know i m a jerk, but love was really blind i didnt really made much thought bout it i acted purely on feelings... Annaah i really regret the things i did to end our relationship... i m so sorry if i ever hurt you...


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