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lay on me.
i'm who i am.

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I'm a guy who ONLY love life.
Oh yes, I love hangout with friends and drink myself silly too, :D

strike out.

I want king
I wanna be queen too

hate talking.

Cbox recomended, perhaps w counter.

usual exits.

my lover
my gay lover
my lesbian lover
my bi lover

my days and surely not yours.

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thank you and piss off.

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Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Its tuesday stayed home and did nothing... ok maybe i finished my most of my DCST quizs... other than that i did nothing... i dunno i didnt feel like doing anything, just wanted to lazy around the house... but its dinner time now its so boring... just sent a msg to Sabrina, see if shes free to meet for dinner or something... oh tell me this is not happening to me... no one calls me, no one msgs me... i m so not the popular one... yea i know the reason i dont call any of my friends... but how? they are so busy with army and stuff... i m not free when they're free...sighs... just gotta make new friends... sigh... wait a second why am i sighing...it only makes me feel worst... hmmm... i gotta find myself a girl or find a goal or something.... i m thinking a girl is not a bad idea...but theres one problem... i dont usually get the girl i go after... ok i lied, i meant i dont ever get the girl... i just cant act normal around them, my brains get screwed up, i say the wrong things, do the wrong things and WAMMM...she thinks i m some psycho and ignores me... but if i dont have feelings for the girl... or maybe i find her very not my type... she usually likes me... this is so unfair... chicks are and always will be my main troubles... are they really that important to me? maybe not... when i have friends i dont think of having a girlfriend..its only when i feel lonely... being single is fine but at times when your friends cant be there for me, i feel really down...no one to talk to, no one to listen to my crap... love is something you cant buy neither will it come when you want it to... its all up to Gods plan for little old me... i once thought of exchanging ten years of my life to be with the girl i like, but its so selfish of me... she might not be happy being with me... now... if i really like a girl and if she doesnt want to choose me, i would give up those ten years to exchange for her happiness even if its with another person... you may not need to be with the girl, just to make her happy... just giving your blessings and hoping that she stays happy with her present love is really good enough...no need to ask for more... guess i ll be spending my the rest of my day alone now...i ll stop here... till next time


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